what I would like to know from comments...

I want to know if the subject matter is interesting. I have dismissed it several times and said no.  however, with the recent passing of my grandmother ( i consider her my grandmother) who is a black woman and the speculation i got from the court for attending her funeral I thought back on this loss of identity and how untraditional my relationships to people culture and the world is.  So i would like to know if its interesting enough.